Spring Is In The Air

all clothes from CALLED TO SURF

Except that it's not in the air at all! Don't be fooled by the springy warm looking background. There was loads of snow just a few steps away and I was shivering.. So more like snow is in the air... ugh. Is winter over yet? Well to get you through the winter time blues and chills, I bring you the first spring time fashion post. These pictures are all thanks to the lovely GENTRI LEE whom I got to spend some time with in Utah over the weekend. Umm seriously love this girl and had SO much fun spending the day with her. We shopped...ate...shopped...and even got to pick out clothes for her appearance on the show The Daily Dish. Agh. Can I go back to Utah now?...but for real. Anyways! Bring on Spring! You can literally come annnny day now.

PS. Seriously go check out Called To Surf's website. They have some serious to die for cute clothes and accessories! Love, love, love!

PPS. Yes I am aware it is still January...I live in complete and udder denial in these winter months.

XOXO

Lately

Hey lovelies,

If you are wondering where I have been lately...

...I've been in peoples mouths...

...and not in a good way...

...working in peoples mouths for a living is the pits I tell ya...

...And working FULL TIME for the first time in two years...now thats the pits also...

...however my first pay cheque will not be the pits.

Anyhow...where I will be this weekend?...UTAH. Yup 24 hours of driving for two days away from lame. It's worth it..don't question it.

XOXO

Stuck

I've been sitting here trying to figure out how exactly to start this post. Seems there is no good way. So here it is.

I always want to come on here and write about something funny, something uplifting, something to leave you just a little bit happier than when you started your day. 

Yet, as you know, this blog is more of a take me as I am. And more often than not these days I'm confused, lonely, frustrated and mostly feeling stuck. 

&

I'm not really one for being stuck. If something isn't working out or doesn't feel right I am the first one to bail. I have a free spirit and a serious gypsy soul to thank for that. Maybe that's why it's been so hard for me lately...being stuck is the worst. Trust me I am yelling it at myself just as much as you are all yelling at your computer screen to just stop complaining and get a move on. But stuck is hard to get out of sometimes.

There are somethings that I can change and I will...like my body being stuck in a place I don't want to live, working a job I don't want to work. That will come with time...sooner the better.

BUT...

...My mind is stuck, stuck trying to figure out what I really want in this messy life of mine. Where exactly do I want to be. What exactly do I want to be doing...

...My heart is stuck, stuck wanting the same thing I've wanted for the last four years. Four years is a long time to want..want is the wrong word maybe...ache..Four years is a long time to ache for something. Ache for the impossible. 

Maybe one day it will all be possible.

But for now...my lovely lovely readers whom I just adore... stick it out with me ok?

I won't be here as often as I would like to be. Mostly because I'm going to be focusing on figuring all of this stuff out. I will however keep you updated when things take a turn for the more adventurous side...and I will as always include you on this journey. So I'll be around. 

If you so wish.. keeping up with me on TWITTER & INSTAGRAM might prove to be a better option!

Love you all THIS much. & You know it!

XOXO

And A Happy New Year

This New Years Eve was spent in the mountains. With some lovely scenery and some seriously lovely ladies. The rest of the night...a little less lovely BUT that's another story for another time. Possibly when we can look back and laugh at it. Either way it was a good way to start a new. A good time for a fresh start. Twenty-Thirteen is sure to be a year of new choices, new decisions, new trials and new blessings. 

The quote up there is my one and only resolution for 2013. I'm getting rid of all the negativity in my life and anything that may bring that negativity in to my life also. A'int no one got time for that! 

I pray for strength, growth and happiness for us all to get through this next wonderful, adventurous year.

XOXO