...I didn't have internet for 3 days and I literally thought I died. How.Sad.
What have I become! But it's like when you are in kindergarden and the teacher tells you not to talk and literally ALL you want to do is talk because she told you not to. Someone tells me I can't go on the internet and it's like BAM all I want is to be on the internet. I have a problem with authority. It's fine.
Anywho, it's back, and I know you all missed me didn't even realize I was gone, but I sure missed you!
So I am off to drink this tea and catch up on your weekend blog awesomeness.
Then figure out what the H I'm gonna write about this week.
Then organize this room of mine. It's out of control.
Then enjoy Monday...because what else is Monday here for right!
There is a lot of stuff tugging on my heart strings lately....
... I feel deeply...
...I always have...
...It's just who I am...
...& I think over the last couple years I've tried not to.
...I've tried to just be ok. To be ok with anything that comes my way.
...I think my mind and body has just plain and simple had enough.
...enough of the heartache and enough of the disappointments.
...It's good to be positive and have a good attitude towards life and all that comes your way.
"When you reach the end of your rope
tie a knot in it
and hang on"
...& I think I have done a pretty good job of hanging on...
...But it's also good to feel.
...Feel the things you need to feel
...And get the heck to movin' on!
...Time to get the move on to the things that make me happiest.
...Time to make some decisions
...Time to grow up.
My heart strings want...
...A career I can enjoy and feel fulfilled in. This means going back to school. Again. I think I have made up my mind and finally feel real good about the direction I'm planning on going. Here I come school. This time I will rock you.
...To move. I tried guys I tried. But oh Soab, you slay me every time. Time to move and move for the last time. This next one is going to be THE one. I can do this.
...To travel...just a couple more times before I do this whole settling down business. You know I just have to. It's just what I do.
...Make plans for ME and just do them. No matter what any one else expects. It's time for me. I'm ok with this.
...This time my heart strings are going to win...
...I'm gonna embrace the heartache and disappointments...
It is all Autumn lovin' over here via the Iphone. Chunky cozy scarves, warm comfort food, pumpkins, Ice on the car, fallin' leaves, peaceful evenings at the new Calgary temple, and sweet sleeping babies. Well sweet sleeping babies are ALWAYS in season.
I am embracing this Fall business full force peeps! I love the color blocking has been carried into Fall Fashion. It.is.my.fav. And there really is nothing better than some skinnys, tall slouchy boots, and an oversized cozy sweater. PLUS a top knot.
I hope you lovelies are enjoying Autumn so far! Winter is just around the corner...it even snowed here the other day. Not.Ok.
Happy Hump Day!
What did you wear today!? What is your favorite fall outfit?!
Dear ginger snaps and milk in front of the fireplace- thanks for being you.
Dear guy who bangs on his drums like a three year old at all hours of the night- The heck! We've got a baby sleeping over here. Pipe down why dontcha.
Dear Southern Alberta- well you are getting a bit too chilly for my liking. Could you stop. Please.
Dear Modern Family- thanks for keeping me laughing. "When life gives you lemonade, make lemons. Life will be like whaaaat?"
Dear homemade tomato soup- thanks for exploding everywhere, we are still cleaning you up.
Dear Brother- thanks for knowing when I'm sad even when I never say I am.
Dear weekend - If you could be better than the week, well that would be mighty nice of you. Like seriously nice of you. So you should probably do that.
Dear belly- you are about to grow..because winter is coming and I am going into hibernation. Deal with it.
Dear Lindsay- Thanks for letting me be a dumb girl and complain about dumb things, I swear I'm over it and we can get back to being silly and laughing our buns off non stop. Oh wait...we did that anyways :)
Dear blog lovelies- I heart you. Plain and simple. You da best.